Freedom Dance

Full Moon Thick

Life is so many things in such a short amount of time. Tonight is a full moon. Full moons do things to me...many, many, many things...that could be a good or a bad thing depending on my current relationships...

RANDOM: I just spent a whole day being whatever I could for other people and my tasks are not complete because of it.

INTERESTING FACT: I've listened to "Crown Royal" and "Epiphany" on repeat all day. A number of people have been telling me that Jill Scott reminds them of me. I bought her album yesterday and I agree with them...her artistry is my life's soundtrack. It's funny to me that other people had to make the connection before I gathered that fact. Every song on her new album, which reflects her life for the past 2 years, rings true for me at this stage in my life AND has rang true of what my life has been like for the past two years. The same goes for all of her past pieces...It really amazes me...


RANDOM: Monday was interesting for me in the men department. 3 brothas expressed romantic interest in me in one day. That was interesting...lol...to say the least. 2 of the 3 have a child. That's different for me. Never did the man with child thing. Don't know that I want to either. I'm feeling like it's a test from the Creator. I've had so many opportunities to just BE with someone. That someone would not have been worthy of me or even appropriate for me, but could have served as a male body sharing male energy with me, but I knew that was NOT what I wanted and that is STILL NOT what I want. I think the Creator is just trying to see how committed I am to holding out for MY KING. My homegirl said that because I'm so mature, I'll be drawn to to older men, and that means they will more than likely have children and their fair amount of drama...I'm going to hope that's not true. LOL! Here's hoping!

I'm feeling tired and spacey again. I was very focused for a while and I was actually starting to feel together or at least on my way to being together, but today is different. Ramadan has been helpful in keeping me from feeling spaced out. I'm feeling overwhelmed today, but just for today...

Full moons are lovely...they make me feel ethereal, closer to the unknown and unseen, and my own polyrhythmic nature. Full moons are so full and robust. They burst at the seams. They make me want to exhaust myself by exerting my vibe and physicality until I am depleted and content. Full moons are heavy. They are juicy and complete...I dig that. They're like turn-tables that spin to the scent of pelvic praises of the Damballa...swift, slick, steady...they shine and spin my world into darkness that glows...(deep breath)...beautiful, dark, powerful, constant, undeniable...so full. Thick and magic...full moons are my nature. Eye see the moon and the moon seas me...creating a fluidity out of my, at times, rocky existence which is twisted and warm with stretch beyond sight or logic that always comes back to lovely...fill me up, full moon, and I'll be the walking, dancing, spinning, Afrikan, polyrhythmic, robust, heavy, juicy, swift, slick, steady, beautiful, dark, powerful, constant, undeniable embodiment of your magnificence...you have my soul word...

I'm rocking myself into submission these nights...sleep is welcomed and comforting. How I miss the comforts of sheets and strong arms tonight...fill me, cover me, soothe me, full moon...

posted by The Funky Fly Fresh Goddess @ 9/26/2007 09:45:00 PM