Wednesday, November 23, 2005

And the Oscar Goes To...

I'm going to make a movie and this is how the awards will go...whatcha think?

Best Movie: The Nigga in Conscious Clothing

Best Director: Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Best Musical Score: The UnconditionaLove's Strength Chant

Best Leading Actor: The Great Pretender

Best Leading Actress: The Foolish Believer

Best Supporting Actor: The Bad Example

Best Supporting Actress: The Run of the Mill Slickster

Song of the moment: I knew you by The Pharcyde


At 9:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous had said was, uh...

this is my first time seeing this one. it must've slipped past me. i didn't get it at first. I had to read it three times before I realized you were talking about me, "the nigga in conscious clothing". reminds me of the time you called me a pseudo-Afrikan (ouch). you really don't like me do you? I just read the comments from your friends about your last entry ("burn my skin with hate for ever allowing it to touch his skin"...."When will I meet the man worthy of me?"........"I commit to goodbye with new levels of despise"...). Ouch. Ouch. Ouch.

This is still all very surreal to me. I have no idea how we got here, especially from where we came from. No matter now. This stuff is hard to read. I could only imagine how hard it would be to experience. I read the comment from your mom too. I feel like I owe her an apology. She probably wouldn't hear it any more than you do right now. ("Ms. Cofer I'm sorry for asking your daughter if we can be friends for a while. I thought I could stick around longer than I could..." that sounds silly). I wish things were different for us. I miss the old us. I emailed you today. I hope you respond...I'm still here. Still praying that you realize peace and healing. Still asking the ancestors to be with you. Still asking dad to look after you for me. Still appreciating that your have such wonderful, supportive friends and family around. Still here...

At 9:39 AM, Blogger AnanaJohari had said was, uh...

selfishness is a disease and not many know they have it. courage is rare and not many now how to leave someone the hell alone because they are too damn selfish to know that they are going to get thier ass kicked by many people if they dont.

selfishness is a disease because the selfish one can not tell that God has graced him with the time to detach himslef before before he gets detached. Grace has provided him with enough opportunity to NOT BE SELFISH and leave Ayana Cofer the hell alone before the spiritual side of me floats away and the human side kicks his ass.

the clock is ticking oh selfish one. you better watch the damn clock cause my fucking patience is running out.


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